Back again

Wow, I realized that I never finished my post about how my trip in Paris was. When I am at home I barely find the time and need to express my feelings on the blog.
It's only when school starts that loneliness touches me, even though I am surrounded with friends.
Or maybe I am also trying to find a way to avoid thinking about the tests that are coming next week... eh. I don't want to talk about that.

So to reflect back, my trip to France and Germany was pretty nice. It's great to feel that one of your wishes is fulfilled (To go to Paris and Frankfurt). Hopefully many more will become true too...
like...
finding your pillar...
So many times the pillar is so high and unattainable. You'd feel hopeless again.
You wonder if you are just too much of an idealist.

Patience is fading,
But it would be disastrous
If it vanishes.
Better bottle up
the Longing
That takes you by the hand
And drags you down
The winding road
Called Hope.
And you keep strolling
and strolling,
Until,
You see another fog,
And not one shadow.
But don't call out,
Because it would be disastrous.